In 2011 March 25, midnight. I break up with my beloved girl friend. the reason we break is i am not Mr. Right for her. I also felt I am not good enough and not suit / match to her. I am so sorry about things I have done to make her cry and sad. we are break peacefully.
At the first week of my break up, its really the hardest time i ever have in my entire life. At the very first moment, I really blame Father in Heaven. I said: Father, why would you let this happen to me? Suddenly, my mind come out with this song STILL. While I listening to this song I crying like a baby. while I am crying, I feel like Father in heaven he come to hug me and said: Is alright my son, I AM ALWAYS LOVING YOU.
After some while, I stop crying. I pray to GOD said:
Dear father in Heaven. Thanks for giving me this LOVE. Even now we can't be couple but GOD i begging You my beloved mighty GOD. Please do bless her and hold her hand forever to lead her in the future. Bless her and give her the best soul mate. May GOD always do be with her whenever she is in happiness or sadness and also bless her do healthy all the time. Thanks GOD to let me meet her and let us to be together for a year+. Thanks for changing my life. thanks for GOD to bring us happiness. How great and how thankful. May GOD lead me too, lead me my future and heal my heart. Let me can be fine soon and keep serve for GOD. In the Jesus name, AMEN.
In this break up, my life is change once again. May be this is 1 of the task GOD want me to pass and learn when you in the hardest time. No matter what is happening on me, I will hold HIS MIGHTY GOD's HAND and be STILL. HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD! Praise to the GOD. Amen.
